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Wrapping up 2015

31 Thursday Dec 2015

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For the last couple of years, I’ve written a little review of my year in reference to the goals I set at the start of the year. I don’t like New Year’s Resolutions, because they have such a bad reputation for not sticking. Instead I like to set a bunch of goals. Some are stretch goals, which means I’ll have to work pretty darn hard to achieve them, some are hangover goals, which didn’t get done but which are still on the to-do list, and some are more like lifestyle aims.

Here is my list of goals for 2015, taken from my post last year:

  1. Win NaNoWriMo
  2. Finish and submit We Can’t Have Nice Things (the novel I started for 2014’s NaNoWriMo)
  3. Redraft the Adventures in Mediocrity script
  4. Visit the Netherlands
  5. Finish my Bachelor of Letters
  6. Perform with the band I’m in
  7. Find/perform at new spoken word events
  8. Find a ‘good’/’real’ job
  9. Talk to strangers
  10. Exercise
  11. Read
  12. Explore
  13. Expand
  14. Eat well

Let’s go through them!

1. Win NaNoWriMo

Yep. Totally did it. Wrote a Choose Your Own Adventure novel with 50k or so words. Editing this will be on the list for 2016.

2. Finish and submit We Can’t Have Nice Things (2014’s NaNoWriMo manuscript)

Well, I finished the initial draft. It took me longer than I’d hoped to get done. I slogged away through January forcing myself to write it, and then ignored it totally until about June when I’d finished studying. The manuscript ended up being about 65k words.

I sent it to a couple of people for an initial read, and I had some really interesting structural feedback. I haven’t yet been able to redraft the manuscript, fill out some parts, and shuffle the focus a  bit. It seems super daunting but it’s on my list of things to get started on in January 2016.

So I guess this one was half done.

3. Redraft Adventures in Mediocrity script.

This one’s a bit tricky to say yes or no to. I’ve redrafted it a couple of times, I’ve broken it up into six half-hour long episodes, sit-com style, and then I’ve redrafted those. But it’s not really finished. It’s been through a few iterations, and I think it has a bit more work still to be done to it.

4. Visit the Netherlands

Totally did this one! I visited my dear, beautiful friends Simon and Katharine who have moved to the Netherlands. It’s gorgeous there and I had an amazing time hanging out with them and eating good food and playing board games and riding bicycles around canals.

I also spent two weeks at the Edinburgh Fringe Festival filling my brain with arty goodness, see also this post and this post. Now I have to think about where I’m going to next! Possibly Asia somewhere.

5. Finish my Bachelor of Letters

Yes. Completely finished it, and I even graduated like a mother-flipping grown up! Go me! It feels a bit weird not to be learning in a structured environment. I might look into online courses/communities and other ways of keeping the flow of good stuff coming into my brain for 2016.

6. Perform with the band I’m in.

This one is a big old no. But there’s a reason: the band broke up. I am, however, in a new band, which is looking really good for performing early this year, end of January or early February we hope. We have a set of about half an hour, which is a bit rough around the edges but what better way to polish it up than performing for people, right? So I’m actually counting this one as partially completed.

7. Find/perform at new spoken word events

This one is also a no, but I feel like it’s a purposeful one. I was invited to perform some of my work at an event in mid-September. It was listed as being an edgy event where boundaries would be pushed. I was a little wary of what that meant, I mean, there’s edgy and there’s edgy right? So I sent off some suggested pieces to the organiser and she came back and said they weren’t really in the tone of the night. I was going for dark/gritty, almost horror type edgy, she apparently wanted titillating with a hint of 50 Shades of Grey type edgy, so I actually declined to perform. I’m not really sure spoken word is my jam. I think I’ll take it off the list for 2016.

8. Find a ‘good’/’real’ job

This one is a bit more vague, but I think this is still a bit of a work in progress. I’ve got a reasonably steady income doing temp work and life modelling, and I’m pretty happy doing that for the moment.

I’m still looking for what I really want to be doing. I know HR is not a sustainable long-term career choice for me, but it’s what I’m qualified in, what I’m good at, and what I keep getting offered. So I’ll stick at it until something more suitable for the long-term shows up.

Now we get into the more esoteric, even less-well-defined goals.

9. Talk to strangers
10. Exercise
11. Read
12. Explore
13. Expand
14. Eat well

For these goals, overall, I feel like I’ve done pretty well. I’ve met new people, I’ve kept up a reasonably regular exercise regime, I’ve read a bunch of books, I’ve also discovered the freedom to not finish ones I don’t like. I’ve explored two new European cities as well as discovering more about Melbourne’s live music and theatre/performance scene.

I’ve expanded my mind, I’ve had singing lessons and have a piano keyboard now. I’ve made changes to the composition of my social world, I’ve brought in some new people, let go of some old people, and strengthened connections with some people on the peripheries.

The last one, however, Eat Well, I still have room to improve on. I’m not in the habit of cooking properly for myself, partly I blame the lack of solid routine, and partly I blame not feeling like I’m worth it. I am totally worth the effort required to make up a batch of food and keep it for left overs. I am totally worth going to the markets to buy good quality meat and veg. I am totally worth spending that extra $20 to buy good food. I’m learning all the time and I know I’ll be better over the next year.

In summary, I’ve done some of the things I wanted to do, and I haven’t done some of the things I wanted to do. I’ve done things that weren’t on the list. It’s been a year of ups and downs, and hopefully I’m working towards something that’s a bit more stable, without being less exciting. Tomorrow I’m going to be doing a New Year’s goals post for 2016, so keep an eye out for that!

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New Year’s Resolutions: how did I go?

14 Saturday Dec 2013

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Adventure, Challenge, Inspiration, Melbourne, Motivation, NaNoWriMo, New Years, New Years Resolutions, Nurturing yourself, Poetry, Relationships, Self Esteem, Writing, Writing Group

So, it’s getting to towards the end of the year and I’ve been thinking about what I hoped to achieve at the start of this year and thought I’d go through a bit of a performance assessment of my own ability to achieve my New Years’ Resolutions for 2013.

For those of you who need reminding this is the list of resolutions I posted in January:

  1. Finish the first read over and edits for draft 1 of my NaNoWriMo novel by 18 January.
  2. Write one page synopsis of novel by 18 January.
  3. Take the Intro to Acting course at National Theatre.
  4. Ride my bike to work (except when it’s raining or forecast to be over 35 degrees).
  5. Write a novella length piece for young adults.
  6. Win NaNoWriMo again.
  7. Keep writing!
  8. Take trips to interesting places in Victoria for photo opportunities and adventures.
  9. Continue to attend writing groups, philosophical discussion groups, and look for others.
  10. Make more time to read (the pile of books in my bedroom on my ‘To Read’ list is growing).
  11. Plan my next big holiday.
  12. Make new friends and spend time with old ones.

Let’s go through each one then, and see how well I did.

  • Finish the first read over and edits for draft 1 of my NaNoWriMo novel by 18 January.

This one’s pretty simple to measure, and I did that one! Go me! I’m starting off well!

  • Write one page synopsis of novel by 18 January.

Yep, did that one!

  • Take the Intro to Acting course at National Theatre.

Done! I did the Intro to Acting course, and then I did Acting level one! It was an awesome experience and maybe I’ll go back to acting next year because it was super fun!

  • Ride my bike to work (except when it’s raining or forecast to be over 35 degrees).

This one is a bit harder to say I definitely did it. I do ride my bike to work regularly, but it isn’t every day. Sometimes I just feel a bit shit and don’t do it, but it’s probably less that once a month, so that’s pretty good!

  • Write a novella length piece for young adults.

Ah, yes, well. I haven’t actually started this project. Damn, I was going so well too!

  • Win NaNoWriMo again.

Totally kicked goals with this one! See the blog about that here.

  • Keep writing!

Well, this one is a bit hard to measure too, but I have been regularly going to my groups, and writing quite a lot. I don’t write as much during semester when I have classes but I still do a bit here and there.

  • Take trips to interesting places in Victoria for photo opportunities and adventures.

This one I did really well with for the first half of the year, and then it was winter, and I got lazy and I haven’t done a photo adventure for ages. I really should get back into that!

  • Continue to attend writing groups, philosophical discussion groups, and look for others.

I’m still attending the Boroondara Writers’ Group every month. I went to a photography group for a while but then didn’t really feel at home there, I’ve been looking at what other avenues I can go down in this regard so I think I’ve done ok.

  • Make more time to read (the pile of books in my bedroom on my ‘To Read’ list is growing).

I have definitely made more time to read, but unfortunately the ‘To Read’ list has not gotten any smaller (I keep adding new books to it, plus all the books I have to read for uni). I’ve read quite a lot this year, but I’m sure I could read a bit more. I have a tendency to watch stupid videos on Youtube instead of reading and I really should be more strict with myself there.

  • Plan my next big holiday.

YES! Definitely! It all happened rather quickly but I spent 4 fantastic weeks in the United States in July so that’s a big tick (see the posts about the US here)! This is probably one item that I’ll put on the New Year’s Resolution list every year.

  • Make new friends and spend time with old ones.

This one, it turns out, is much harder than it appears (the making new friends bit is especially). I’ve made a real effort to make some new friends and I have to say I’ve probably only been marginally successful at it. I think I am a bit shy about getting people’s details in public settings, and also a bit judgmental of people I don’t know well. I’ll have to work on this a bit more in the future, but I’ve asked the universe to help me out so hopefully that will help.

Overall then I’ve done pretty well. I haven’t achieved everything I wanted to achieve when I wrote the list, but I’m sure I’ve achieved other things that were on the list so it balances out right? Now I just have to work out what I’m going to put on the list for next year! What on your list?

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